Sunny days seem to hurt the most Wear the pain like a heavy coat I feel you everywhere I go See your smile, I see your face I hear you laughing in the rain Still can’t believe your gone
(Chorus:) It ain’t fair you died to young Like a story that had just begun But death tore the pages all away God knows how I miss you All that I’ve been through Just knowing, no one could take your place Sometimes I wonder, who you’d be today
Would you see the world Would you chase your dreams Settle down with a family I wonder what would you name your babies Someday’s the sky’s so blue I feel like I can talk to you And I know it might sound crazy
It ain’t fair you died to young Like a story that had just begun But death tore the pages all away God knows how I miss you All that I’ve been through Just knowing, no one could take your place Sometimes I wonder, who you’d be today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most I wear the pain like a heavy coat The only thing that gives me hope Is I know, I’ll see you again someday
Someday, someday
For Budd's Mother / Friend I know how dark the tunnel is, The feelings of despair, You feel your life is choking you, There isn't any air.
I've cried those million tears, (and will cry a million more) I've felt the guilt too, When you look into the mirror, Is that really you?
I gaze upon your picture, It's there for all to see, But no-one even realizes, It's the only link left for me.
The pain of losing you, dear child, Is etched deep within my heart, I feel my life is over now, The day you had to depart.
I loved you so much my child, Each and every day, Now I lie slumped upon the floor, And ask "Why did you go away?"
The days of golden sunlight, Now seem so far away, My life seems so worthless now, "Can I go on today?"
But dry your eyes dear Parent, And wipe those tears away, It's time to start your journey now, Upon Life's great highway.
The steps that you once so boldly trod, Now just seem to slip away, I know how hard it is for you, Just to get up today.
Your Journey will be long and hard, With many twists and turns, I know your heart is heavy now, And how your soul burns.
But take heart dear Parent, And do not be afraid, For I feel sure, Your child is watching you, From far beyond the grave.
With Love To Dear Budd XOXO / Jane Einarson Matthew's Mom (I care very much/angel Mom )
For You Angel and Your Mom / Anthony's Mom (Friend) I just wanted to say hello Angel, give your Momie a Big Hug. I wished I could have met you Budd I feel as though I already have. I know you and Bird are kicking it.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me / Momma (Always your momma ) When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today. While thinking of the many things, We don't get to say I know how much you love me, I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had If I could relive yesterday. Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, That this could never be, For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me And when I thought of worldy things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne.
He said "This is eternity, And all I've promised you. Today your life on earth is past, But here life starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last, And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past. You have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things You knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So won't you come and take my hand And share My life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart."
To Sweet Budd With Love & Respect XO / Jane Einarson~Matthew's Mom (I care very much )
So sorry for your loss / Sara I wanted to say I know how hard it is to lose a loved one to murder and even worse have it be unsolved. My prayer for you is peace and I know that although our love ones were robbed of the future they deserved, they are looking down on us every step of the way until we are able to be reunited with them again. They live on in each of our hearts...My thoughts and prayers are with you
love/ Brandy Besonen (girlfriend) Hi, I dont even know what to say I just know I want to tell you I miss you and love you always. There has been alot of new changes going onin my life but I never seem to be to busy to stop and think of you your on my mind always. I know even though you are not here for me to tell you but I know you know I wish you a very HAPPY VALENTINES DAY sure wish i could see your face and feel your touch I sure miss you. Just want to say hi momma and happy v-day to you to I hope to stop by soon lifes just been hectict and very very busy but I always think about ya and remember I love you. Talk to ya all soon xoxoxoxoxo
Missing you. / Kirsten Ann (Cousin) It's not really a poem it's just somthing I wrote, ,me and Kayla thought it was cute.
Missing you.
Growin up was good for ya,
Until someone took that away.
Put a bullet through your body...
Now you worried us,
Put us through all the pain.
Crying every night ain't solving anything,
When we see your picture,
Your face,
Visit your grave...
We just want to feel anger through our body...
Missing you,
Our memories were good,
Family reunions...
Cook out's...
Family gatherings,
The holidays..
The babie's gone without a daddy,
Sister without a bro,
Who misses those nights,
A momma without her son,
A family without you.
Always be missing you.<3
Missing you. / Kirsten Ann (Cousin) Welp what to say to you, you're in a good place...but God only took your hand and not your soul.We all know your probably having fun up in heaven with the angel girls and boys and Mami and everyone else. You're probably looking down on us and helping us through this drama and pain.I bet your're in Aunt Pat's house right now looking at her and telling her that you love her but even though she can't here it she knows that you love her with all of your heart and soul. We all know you don't want us to cry for you but its hard not to cry when you were so loving and careing and was taken away from us all.I remember those cookouts and memories with Aunt Pat Uncle Budd and Grandma and everyone else.We had a blast those days but then you were on your own and moved far away.I know it's for the best not to cry but to just say goodbye one last time.It's really not goodbye forever because when we die we will be in heaven with you someday.You still have our hearts though and I bet you already got a girlfriend as a angel lol.Even though you left Brannon with no daddy he still loves you and remember we will always remember you, you're never forgotten.Always in our heart's.I bet it's a good place but down here was a better place with your family.Just felt like writing you something since Valentine's Day is coming up soon.I love you.R.I.P<3
<33 Kirsten Ann ooh yeah and my mom and Kyle miss you too
in my heart / Sherry (friend of his momma ) Just stopped in to pay my respect and honor your lost child. You are in my heart and on my mind. - always - sherry
A Mothers Love xx / Kelly BALDRY XX (friend xxxx ) I'm trying to be brave, my son I'm trying not to hide But I'm frightened of the pain, my son When my heart breaks open wide.
I know you're in my heart, my son I know love cannot die But I'm frightened now you're gone , my son Who'll hold me when I cry.
I'll always have those years, my son I'll treasure every day But I'm frightened of a world, my son Where you no longer stay.
You'll always be my child, my son You'll always be my son But I'm frightened of this truth, my son That you are forever gone.
There is a special Angelboy in Heaven.. / Mom
There's a special Angelboy in Heaven, That is a part of me. It is not where I wanted him, But where God wanted him to be. He was here for just a moment, Like a night time shooting star. And though he is in Heaven, He isn't very far. He touched the hearts of many, Like only Budd could do. I would've held him every minute, If the end I only knew. So I send this message, To Heaven up above. Please take care of my Bubba, And send him all my love !!!
Loving and missing you every minute of every day.In this picture did you know something I didn't ??
HELLO SEXYMAN / ONE LOVE (A GIRLFRIEND )
Where do I start? I guess telling you how much I miss you would be good. I miss you more and more everyday! I am sure you know that. It truely does not get easier! I come to your site all the time, but dont write often. Today is different because your mom put a couple of songs on here that speak to me like no other. SADE, gosh remember when you had to go away for a while and you would call and I would sing this song to you. You would say "you cant do this to me I cant let people around me see me weak" So I wrote that song and about 10 others down on paper and sent them to you. It seemed to make you happy. Music is my thing. I just love that Who you'd be today. I have my own version that I was going to write on here, but the song is on here so I will leave that be. The new Leann Rimes song is the bomb to. My kids are doing great. They are getting so big. I hope you visit us all. I am expecting once again. I hope I get my daughter. I am soooo done this is it, no more for me. My boys are too wild childs. lol They are wonderful though. Do you remember what you said we would name are daughter if we every had one? Winfreda (ha ha ha) I always said Whitney. I still like my name better. I am glad you were just joking. Life is good winnie, but would be wonderful if you were here! God knows how I miss you, All the hell that I've been through just knowing no one can take your place. The only thing that gives me hope is I know i will see you again someday !
" I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER" XO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Tributes and Condolences
Thinking of u Pat xxxxx
+Staley%2c+III&portrait_url=http%3a%2f%2fwinfield-staley-iii.memory-of.com%2fUploads%2fPictures%2fPic632521957872299568.jpg&partner=lifestagemedia&utm_source=MemoryOf&utm_medium=banner&utm_term=memorial&utm_content=Turn%2BYour%2BMemorials%2BSite%2BInto%2Ba%2BBook&utm_campaign=Commemorative%2BGuestbook)
Add to favorites 
